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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

yesterday was the most slacking applied maths day coz we all like hack care.. ehehe.. so me, azimah, arafah and kala mala went strolling almost around the school.. then we sat down talk talk.. then i realise there are quite few photos that i didnt rmbr taking.. look!





the culprit?!




this gal lah.. arafah.. hmm i was busy helping azimah with her earphone then didnt realise she snaps..


and u know something my sister bought for me cherry shoe that i have been eyeing for.. wanna see?


i love it babey!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
5:02 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

hey hey there. today i do spring cleaning. all the stuff in my room are all clean.. i love it now! rearrange everything.. look more spacious.. u know its very difficult for me to rearrange stuff coz my room is quite small.. so i have to use the mathematical way.. measure here and there.. estimate and all fits! yipeee!! rearranging stuff must have proper planning u know especially if ur room is small.. =)..


i started at 1.45pm and ended at 8 plus pm.. woahh!! 7 hours hor.. but not continously lah.. got break in between coz got to go toilet or eat.. yeah yeah.. everything jus only ended and mum is no longer nagging at me.. she told me to clean my room since like err 4 or 5 days ago.. ehehe.. only she nag a lot then.. since i got nothing to do.. i better spring clean my room.. weeee!!~~ the smell of success!..


♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
9:07 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

Im scared of where to go next after poly with my GPA. My fren said plan B is to get married which is quite a good idea but then again i still want to have my own money to support myself and my family. So, i was thinking to go to this degree programme in MOE if i get in it.. If it doesnt work then plan B, get other jobs then. I really wanna go to the degree programme. Pray for me pls. For more info, pls visit the website below.

http://www.moe.gov.sg/teach/babsc.htm

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
9:01 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Hey hey.. im not sure why is it that the dates in my blog are different.. hmm i tink its the settings.. anyway.. last sun wen to mama paris house rmbr? then my cousin gave me a makeover.. hauhuaha.. she's actually a make up artist for wedding.. and she wants to experiment my face coz i got quite a challenging face.. which part is the most challenging? MY NOSE!! she wants it to be sharp so the whole make up thing is done after almost 1 and half hrs.. can u imagine how restless i am sitting on a stool.. my back some more v sensitive.. painful dahh.. i show u the pics.. the before pic is seriously suck..

How is it? Not that clear..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
7:55 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

What a day for me. Yesterday my aunty (mama paris) came with her daughter, granddaughter and grandson. It great that they often come to my house. I like it coz i can play with my niece and nephew.. =).. my niece.. her name is aqilah.. she is tall and i feel she got the perfect body.. and she is only primary 5!.. she got figure u know.. and yeah im jealous with a p5 kid.. she is almost my height.. anyway, her mum read up on her friendster and there's this kid who say bad things on the testimonials.. the kid said that "hey is that u aqilah, hidung (nose) like babi hutan (forest pig)" and her mum really like so angry and my nephew also.. he's only in primary 2 and say "mama pity my sister, if i see that person i bang the head until break into two".. he said it in malay and it sounds much funnier.. haha! i mean wat her mum did is block that user and her mum really curious why is it still that she still ask for add.. hmm.. anyway. none of what she is true, my aqilah is pretty and she is jealous.. see profile angelina in friendster alright.. she looks a bit indian.. but indian nice lah..

As for today.. Im going off to mama paris house.. wakakaka.. they come here, we go there.. take turns lah.. coz we heard that one of my aunties that stays near my block here is going there too.. and my the other cousin with baby qistina is coming.. yuhooooo!!.. we are always excited when baby qistina is around.. i wanna hug her and kiss her lots lots lots.. until she cry.. yipeee!! and mama paris is going to cook lots but i dunno what.. coz mama paris family is like 5 people.. my another aunty family is like 6 to 7.. my family is only 4 like that.. wuhooooo!!.. i love family gatherings!! its been long since we have one! cant wait.. will take pictures!!


wanna see baby qistina?

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:50 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hey there everyone. well, this morning when i was waiting for 161 at hougang mall bus stop something shocking happen. i was stunned. it was like a dream to me. i mean i was waiting for the bus then this aunty was alighting the bus then she flew from the stairs of the bus to the bus stop seat near me.. and it hit her nose.. at first i was like stunned then i become more stunned when blood came out of her nose.. dripping on the floor like a lot lah ok.. i panicked i dunno wat to do.. wan to get tissue also dun have u know what i was doing sitting there doing nothing coz i dun have any tissue.. u know wen people feel shocked most likely they wont move and jus see wat happen next.. i mean seriously my mind was blank.. then this sec sch girl gave her tissue.. and she wipe off her blood is like a lot.. i mean A LOT.!!.. whole tissue was full with blood. do u know how traumatised i was.. then there's this aunty in the bus told us to call the ambulance.. and this sec sch girl told ask me "what to say ah".. i answered "i dunno" coz i was too panicked.. all i could do is to give aunty more tissue.. i feel scared and stupid at the same time.. weird combination.. then the sec sch girl told her something in chinese and my bus came so i took the bus.. i dunno whther there's an earlier 161 or not coz i was too busy looking at the aunty.. i hope the aunty is alright..

ive been very tired lately.. went to orchard on mon with nurul.. on tues followed my sis to funan and vivocity and had to wake up early the next morning (today). today i went to the mall with my sis.. im so tired.. but i love it man.. i love to jalan2..!! but then again.. my feet will be tired.. not my leg.. my feet.. i got stomach ache today.. went to poo poo twice already.. seriously stomach ache.. is there something wrong with the food or something.. what did i eat? so loong.. byess!! muacks to fellow readers!!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
9:13 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

hey ho... today i celebrated mother's day.. my mom, mama paris mother's day and we had our own barbeque steamboat.. plus strawberry cake.. yum yum and we were so full.. alhamdullilah.. had a great time together.. its so nice to have a family gathering and celebrate.. i feel great!!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:49 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Me and my mum got into a little conflict which i wish i could jus turn back time and change everything. I mean i was a bit emotional. Ok not a bit, a lot of emotional and i burst in tears. In the end we both burst into tears. Its just sux.

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
5:53 PM

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

My sis was admitted to the hospital yesterday at 12am. Well, coz she have to undergo an operation as she have to remove her cyst. she went to the clinic the other time about her fertility problems and doctor found out that she got cyst and she have to remove it in order to have baby.. actually a bit worried coz u know when u say hospital.. u know what happen lately like a bit trauma or u can say phobia.. so called her at night to check whther she is admitted.. called her in the morning to ask how the operation.. dunno why suddenly become so worried called her many times.. huahuhahua.. who doesnt love the sister lah..?? she'll be staying here.. for 2 weeks i think so that we can look after her.. =)

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:22 PM

Monday, May 7, 2007

i dont know why most of my friends including my family have these mood swings.. is it the mood swings month or something coz i dun feel it.. i never feel it.. only minor ones.. i mean.. be happy u guys dun emo emo ok.. jus forget whatever that is unneccessary that makes ur life miserable.. why would you wanna make yourself miserable jus because something bad happens.. i guess what makes me in a non mood swings is because i always rmbr that everything that is bad will eventually turn out to be good.. let see for example, all the mistakes that u've made will eventually turn out to be good as in you'll become a better person as to prevent the mistakes from happening again.. u get what im trying to say here.. i mean if i have mood swings, i remember 3 things.. god, dad and mum and i feel good after that..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:13 PM

Sunday, May 6, 2007

* Friday, May 4, 2007 *
ive said it once but i'll say it again. hate that faci. she demoralise me since year 2. i used to be more lively in class and like to discuss during the meetings in class. i feel like after that incident i feel so upset and decided not to speak in class. go to hell. i wont speak coz it doesnt matter whether i speak or not, she still give me a damn C so its better for me to just save my breath and shut up. right right? i will try my best in other modules, let biomaterials module grade be C, i dun care!! im truely angry and upset about the whole thing.
3:59 PM
* Thursday, May 3, 2007 *
im broke! jeng jeng jeng! wakaka.. have to save and wait till next pay.. ive been spending so much on food!! OH MY GOODNESS!! everyday i almost spend around $10.. at the end of fri i will spend $4.. my daily allowance is $7.. how can i not buy food from the school canteen.. super duper nice.. especially the cafe.. and the ice coffee.. this week i spend only $20 on cardigan.. its true!! usually will spend more right? See ive cut down but then my food spending increase dahh.. in the end still the same.. can anybody like control this urge..?? im losing out of control.. wakaka :p..anyway i have updated my latest shopping list. make it a 2 weeks aim for 1 item or something.. i was thinking ah after singtel job would i be like this.. who knows lah.. kala sure u wanna quit??!! haha!! we will quit when we find another job cann???!
9:12 PM
* Tuesday, May 1, 2007 *
Got a very hard time to sleep since i wake up for my morning prayers.. Coz the moment i sleep, 8 plus or 9 mum wake me up coz she is going out.. then 10 plus my sis wake me up, she said she is gg out too then the phone rang twice after that.. cant u feel the frustration? when i woke up, my sis was at the kitchen.. i was like eh u didnt follow 2nd sis to go massage ah? she said it was postponed.. hmm.. disturb my sleep only..
12:46 PM
* Sunday, April 29, 2007 *
Empty Promises jus sux. Hurts me deep.
4:22 PM
* Saturday, April 28, 2007 *
Good morning! Yesterday i was super sleepy i slep at almost 11 around there and my eyes cannot tahan.. Went to amk with kala.. She said the new this fashion opening and its super big i tell u, super big! but there was nothing that i like.. NOTHING!! im getting bored of these type of shops.. the same old thing.. dun have new designs ah.. does anybody know anywhere that has cheap as well as nice nice style plus can fit me.. there's this only 1 dress that i like it was like niceee but no size.. when i try to find tee big big shirt dun have.. ayooo.. i dun like to wear tight tight.. if wear tight also its unintentional.. hmm..im fat and i hate it.. not the fact that i cant find my size because i got belly and it sux to have belly lah.. i want to reshape my shape so i bought this slimming gel from avon see whter it works.. i wanna go jogging but nobody wan to jog with me.. wat the hell.. my sisters all so lazy to jog.. i wanna run 2.4km.. used to have a lot of energy burn a lot of fat eat healthy.. super nice feeling.. i feel like a bum now.. can anybody follow me jog???!!! :(
6:10 AM
* Wednesday, April 25, 2007 *
yesterday i went out with nuwul puwul!! went to great world city with her to buy myself this sandal that ive been eyeing for.. and lucky me they have stock there!! weeee!!! we took a train to orchard then from there took a bus to great world city and we saw this shuttle bus that goes there.. this woman was walking with us and asked us where to take the shuttle bus from.. as we are new also we dont have a clue.. so the woman tried knocking on the door of the shuttle bus trying to get the attention of the bus driver to confirm from where to take the bus.. was surprised that he gave that "what the hell dun bother me" look.. feel like punching that bus driver's face.. we took bus there lah.. we reach around 6.30 and got the shoes.. walk around the great world city while farting.. yeah yeah nurul? i fart at the entrance of montip shop.. haha!! i think it was the macdonalds nurul.. yeah had a great but tiring day.. hope to go out with nurul more often!!and yeah!! today i got wireless!! yipeeee!! jus upgrade my broadband contract.. yipeee!! no more cables jus wireless..!! wakakaka!!
5:02 PM
* Tuesday, April 24, 2007 *
yay!! going shopping with nurul puwul!! yipeee!!
2:29 PM

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
8:57 PM

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