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Friday, September 28, 2007

hey hey... forgot to write about a friend of mine.. its been a long time since i saw her.. like really really long.. thats what i felt and yesterday we went home from school together.. faezah lah.. we were talking non stop.. oh gosh so many things to talk about.. and i miss her.. so long since we talk.. yesterday she went to my class to have a chit chat then we talk about this indonesian drama "mimpi manis".. the dangdut thing u know.. yeah and i was laughing out loud when she sing the last part of the song.. hauhuauhahua!! k k still cannot forget her.. gosh.. i heart her.. and u missy! im talking to u.. u there.. nurul lah!! its been so long since i see u too!! one day must go out together alrights!! and kala dont always with ur bf lah give ur fren a chance lah to go out w u.. hur hur.. and dont talk on the phone w ur bf all the way from the time we met till we say goodbye.. thats equal to not going out w me.. ass u..!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:36 PM

Thursday, September 27, 2007

I dunno what got into me. The traffic lights goes amber and i beat it and i almost hit a pedestrian. Haiya. But i take it as a learning process coz now i know how to handle when i see pedestrian jay walking. I can hit her but it seems that this country has rules. you can go to jail.. ehehehe.. it was a close one. really close. so i went driving and change instructor again.. where all my previous instructor go lah? hmm.. i got demoralised by this instructor.. when i do mistake he chit her and chit.. u know the chit chit sound and he counted my mistakes! i was so demoralised that i told him "i feel so scared right now".. he asked me why.. i said "i dunno. can we like practice changing gear for a while for a start".. he told me "ouh ok".. when i stopped, i told him that i feel so scared because he was doing all that stuff.. and i told him "dun scold me ah" he said he didnt scold me then i said coz u sound fierce.. so that shut him off.. i was not trying to pick a fight but sometimes being honest to people is good u know.. demoralisation is really bad.. it can really lead to really really bad driving.. so i decided to be honest.. and he asked me to breathe in breathe out before i drive again..
i was there stopping at the side of the road for 10 mins.. do u know what i was doing? i was praying for 10 mins.. pray pray pray and i feel calm.. so i said im ready.. and i told him again jus a reminder "dun scold me. i pay u leh. so dun. i might complain" i said it in a joking way lah of coz.. but sometimes joke is not a joke.. really mean it but make it like a joke to that i dont hurt the other person's feelings.. and sure enough aft that 10 mins of relaxation.. went driving.. and driving got 100 times better.. that wat i felt.. and i asked him too.. how is my driving "he said yes yes u're doing good".. so yah i drove all the way to the pick up point at compasspoint and i went back home. i hope next lesson w be better..
so what have i learn for today.. being honest is good. demoralisation may cause failure.. being relax, you are able to drive better.. next time wen i drive.. i wan to keep v v calm before i drive.. lets say 10 mins of chanting while on the way to the car.. ehehe.. if it works then why not.. thank you god for helping me.. =).

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:27 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Releasing your anger is good sometimes. But just make sure that u release it at the right time at the right place. You may never know someone out there might be hurt by your comments and you might never know people are paranoid too saying like "is it me? is it me?". Haha! Its between me and kala.. *cheeky face*

Anyway, i have been super duper tired nowadays. I dunno what happen. When im home, i curled myself up on the floor. Within minutes im dozing.. Well, yesterday suppose to go for a job interview at kumon but i turned them down simply because of the hot sun. Cannot tahan.. hot sun + fasting = very uncomfortable feeling = going home.. Thinking and thinking and thinking decided not to take the job.

Today's lesson is semicond. When it comes to semicond, my mind switched off.. like totally. I mean he is quite good but the fact that he makes people fall asleep. I didnt fall asleep coz i was busy looking at new cars online.. Huahahuauha.. Well, i was bored.. so i went to the websites all.. search for information about weekends cars.. proton, toyota, honda, chevrolet, hyundai.. wuhoo! browsing thru the speed all.. wuhooooo!!

Im gonna graduate soon. I jus wanna pray a lot a lot that i will get into the nie interview. If no nie then plan B. =)..

2nd sis didnt come to my house for the past two days.. and i miss her..she will come here everday without fail.. 1 day nv come its ok lah.. but 2 days.. like so long like that.. nevermind.. tmr we are going ubi for our e trial so yeah can see her.. and so is the next day.. thursday got driving.. :p.. go ubi go.. drive to ubi drive to ubi! anyway my ftt is next tuesday at 8pm.. wish me luck u guys!! have to pass this!! have to!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
7:39 PM

Friday, September 21, 2007

Today i went to kovan office to have my driving. Well, usually its at sengkang but im nt sure myself why they want me to go to kovan.. and i have to be part with my sister.. boohoo.. this is the 3rd time i change car number.. hmm u can say 4th time.. but for kovan only for today.. from 105 to 131 to 221 to 229.. actually 221 is suppose to come but then 229 come instead coz the instructor said that one of the trainee got into an accident.. not so serious.. coz the trainee want to move off then brake then the lorry behind bang the car so 229 have to come.. so yeah.. this is the 4th lesson and i feel that i have improve.. no jerking!.. today i have to do a lot of U turns.. which i dunno why.. i u turn v v slowwwww.. bluergh.. why i have to change instructor everytime? first its mr sim aka chin chye.. he's trying to avoid me is it thats why he change to kovan.. second is mr wee.. he took urgent leave because he want to avoid me too?? bluergh.. hahaha!! kidding.. who knows right.. im not that bad driver.. only that i have no patience.. i like to beat the lights.. i am stubborn!! grrr.. k nvm next lesson i'll do better.. must have determination.. i hope next week mr wee is my instructor.. he's nice!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:47 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

i am suppose to be blogging in school at this hour.. ehehe.. but im at home.. and u know why? coz of the bus.. grrr.. *sahaja aku berpuasa* was waiting for the bus for 1 hour.. standing.. fasting.. feel like fainting.. under hot sun .. and went back home when the 8.30 bus came.. all 4 buses are packed! usually 161 bus will come early but i dunno why today so long and so pack! there shld be at least 8 buses in 1 hour! haiyaa.. so i missed school.. and call mum to tell her about the whole thing.. it was sad though to miss sch for the first week.. i mean when the 8.30 bus came a lot of people trying to get up the bus.. i mean like a lottt!! wat are the probability of getting to the next one? zero! zilch! hmmm...!! and i was feel a bit giddy giddy.. was on the verge of fainting a few times coz i felt that i was tilted to one side.. so i decided to go home.. :P

haiyaa.. so kala tmr must meet 7.15 ok!! no more 7.30.. grrr.. and yay! tmr got driving! weeeee!!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
9:24 AM

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

the toilet lights are out! it happened yesterday night.. and its tough so u can hardly see.. wen through the same process in the morning.. we had to bring the candles..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:50 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007

Today is the first day of school and i can say that the day went ok.. i feel the same only.. but i know the walking made me tired.. hauhuauha.. went back home.. and i was lying there couldnt move and i was so tired.. ate and my eye go bonkers.. and 8 plus i decided to sleep and wake up at 10 to watch hikmah but then i woke up at 10.45 and hikmah end already.. boohoo.. then my sis say today nothing much just that she saw arman ghost.. hmm hmm.. nvm.. i can watch it on youtube.. my eyes is half shut though.. wen i wake up i still can eat a slice of pizza.. it looks tempting.. tempting to eat tempting to eat..

went causeway with nurul and bought myself a small cute sling bag and a belt.. my belt picia "pecah" already.. the sling bag for my driving.. coz my bags all are big (can fit a4 size type) so for wat right.. my driving book is like teenie winnie.. so decided to buy myself one.. me and nurul walk like dead people like zombies (dun say that word in front of nurul, she will sing the zombie song).. i feel so tired.. so weak.. and 5 plus we went home.. i slept in 161 bus.. its been a long time since ive done that..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:15 PM

ive done some amendments.. looks pretty real now.. hauhahua.


♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2:47 PM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

I am obsessed with cars nowadays.. i can surf the net simply to look at cars.. went to see brands like toyota, honda, proton, chevrolet, peugeot and many more.. so nice to just view the cars u know.. well, getting a car is my dream.. i wish to have it by next year and get my driver's licence as well.. amin amin.. people said that if lets say, you have a dream and u write down the date u want it to be fulfilled, u are more motivated to achieve it.. so i browse and browse cars and look what i did..



crazy me.. its not that perfecto but more or less i can visualise it.. =).. its not that i want a mini cooper or convertible car.. just want a nice simple car can fit 5 people inside and thats it.. colour is the most important and the price too.. wish to have white or green.. =)..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:09 AM

Saturday, September 15, 2007

hey hey! today i had my driving practical.. 3rd lesson.. as usual im excited.. this time round the instructor change.. and as expected that instructor teach me.. =).. he was nice.. very fatherly i guess.. very patient.. i mean he has to right.. im paying him!.. haha.. so yeah i told him abt my jerking problem and he gave me a strategy and it works.. and i went driving the whole of sengkang and i dun feel scared lah.. weeeeee!! and thats his name.. mr wee.. eheh.. i call him wee.. :p.. so its cool i get to see my house, get to see my sister's house, my cousin's house, my aunt house all around sengkang.. coolness.. and i saw my previous instructor, he open his eyes big big.. which i dunno why.. scared of me ah is it? hahaha!!

so yah went driving.. change gear everything was ok.. change gear to the fourth one and its a smooth ride.. except for the part when there's slope at the traffic light.. my car role back.. omg! scariest thing ever.. thats why i say something's not right.. then realise the car was rolling.. so i had to step on the brake.. and he taught me how to move off when having this problem.. i tried then the engine keeps stalling 10 to 15 times.. huuahuahua.. do you know how hard it is to move off up the slope?! super hard.. u have to half clutch release brake fast and press accelerator.. aiya.. then problems with the jerk come again.. coz u know.. when i gabra.. everything goes haywire.. but catch up.. did u turn which is hmm quite hard to.. the control of the steering wheel.. u have to turn the wheel until end and turn back again.. and i was like walau my arms like got muscle.. and i did right turn but i went to the wrong lane.. woops.. went to the left lane.. suppose to be right.. hauauha..

he told me my mistakes and he said "its not that i want to scare u off, its just that i want u to master this properly before u go to ubi".. i was like.. hmm hmm.. and he asked me whether the next lesson im scared and i said "no lah, must have determination" and he was like yessss.. as he said my driving not bad, give urself a clap.. and i clapped.. hahaha!! so funny..

wen i stop its ok now.. it didnt stall at all! woow! except for the slope thing yeah.. haha.. i stop behind the white line! weeeeee!! everytime.. i didnt go too close to the car in front..

and then wen the lesson ends.. i open my book and realise i dun have any chop.. so i ask him why.. he said the gradual bend and sharper bend we didnt have time to complete.. so maybe next week u drive see how.. we go ubi.. wuhooooo!! and i was like asking him why my sister got chop but she didnt go ubi mah.. he said.. its bullshit.. hahaa!! but anyway.. i dunno whether its me or him gonna drive to ubi.. hopefully i drive him there.. so cool! not to mention my sisters' are jealous.. coz their instructor never say anything abt ubi.. haha! :P.. so yar its was fun!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:18 AM

Friday, September 14, 2007

I LOVE TV! i dunno what i become without tv.. without tv = starring at the comp whole day = kala.. haha!! thats unsightly.. i love the talk shows!!! i love ellen, tyra and oprah show.. wooohoooo!! they are lovely people.. and talk shows always make me laugh.. makes me smile everytime.. everyday different stuff.. about makeovers, celebrity life, touching people's lives.. i love ellen the most.. she's unpredictable.. and she loves to dance.. and i dance too when i saw her dance.. (sometimes).. i love the cartoons.. if u hadnt noticed, spongebob especially.. shared some of the hilarious episodes with my friends.. me and my niece (aqilah) can talk a lot about spongebob and laughing out loud like nobody's business.. look at our age gap man.. she's primary 5 and im in poly.. she's almost my height.. and she speaks great english btw.. both of us are like friends not like aunty and niece type.. i feel young when i talk to her.. huahauh.. powerpuff girls, totally spies and much more.. i love dramas.. especially now there's this new "sensasi" channel which my sister subscribed to and i feel that it rocks my socks.. indonesia, malaysia, local dramas and movies.. fuhhh!! so nice lah.. and movies.. how can u live without that.. hbo and star movies.. tv series like scrubs, the office, yes dear, friends (repeat telecast) and much much more!
in conclusion, i love teeveeeeeeeeeeee!!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:04 AM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

The chalet photos are out! and my 2nd sis didnt tell me about it.. humph!! my cousin took this pic and was like omg our family have grown.. usually its our us and some of us already beranak beranak and become like this.. and this is only 3 familys.. for me its quite a number.. i love them!! Macam budak kampong.. Huahuahua..


yeah only two photos.. most of the time we were cycling and lazy to stop.. hehe.. :P.. im not a cam whore btw.. :P

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:09 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Happy Fasting my Muslim Friends!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:57 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

I just love the change the colours of my blog!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:59 PM

Sunday, September 9, 2007

something missing in my life but i dont know what it is..
im happy but not very happy..
my heart is trying to tell me something..
but i failed to know what it is..
*pray to almighty*
god guide me in life and bring me peace. love u god.

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:10 PM

Usually saturday afternoon i went for my acupuncture but i guess i made a change of plans. i decided toooooo... stay at home.. yups!! after that looooooonggg week of going out, i finally call it a day.. or u can say a week.. if u know what i mean.. and im getting healthier so this wk i give my acupuncture a miss.. =).. me and my 1st sis went movie marathon-ing at home.. we bought dvds at yahoo auction and watched it.. 2 movies altogether and another one hbo channel.. so yeah it was a slow day.. then my sis wanted to go to the mall so i followed her.. i like walking u know.. just not a lott.. and we found this prata leftover a few days ago in the fridge.. still can eat though.. we microwaved it and i got an idea to put mozarella cheese on top.. yummy!! u know how great it tasted? jus like pizza.. yum yum.. i weigh myself.. i still maintaining the weight.. weee!! im feeling better already!!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:36 AM

Saturday, September 8, 2007

ive been thinking about my career path.. all of a sudden i thought about it just when i was awake.. Hmm.. to be a teacher or a lab technician.. which is better har? well, for teacher, i have to go through this EPT exam so that i can be in the nie training school.. In order to be exempted in the test, you have to have at least a B3 in english and A2 in malay in O levels and obviously i didnt meet the criteria.. Have to go thru 2 exams there's oral and written and i was like alamaaaaakkkk oral.. Ouh man.. Now i regret my O level years.. i should have done better.. oh man gosh.. its gonna be tough but i can try... and i was putting myself in the shoes of a teacher, can u imagine me teaching science and stuff.. omg.. its scary lah.. now i have to think twice whether or not i wan to be a teacher.. and they encourage diploma students to apply during the last sem of our final year.. gosh.. grrr.. k so being a lab technician.. its not that bad isnt it har? maybe i'll try that one.. i just see how it goes to be a lab technician if im bored then i'll choose a different career path.. :P

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:29 AM

Up to date, ive lost 1kg.. wuhoooo!! and its strange coz i dun feel that hungry u know.. ahuh.. =).. i hope the kg stay and will be less as times go by.. weeeeeeeee!! im jealous coz my 1st sis went driving twice.. boohooo.. i have to wait till next fri.. ahhhh!! got fyp on mon, wed and fri.. ah sux man.. holiday is for u to relax!! not to do fyp!! gosh.. grrrr!!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:02 AM

Thursday, September 6, 2007

14 september seems to be very loooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggggg..
i wanna drive!!!
grrrr!!
i cant waitt!!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:55 PM

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Damn i calculated my BMI thru nestle website and realise that im in the obese category by 1.6 points..

• Underweight = <18.5
• Normal weight = 18.5-24.9
• Overweight = 25-29.9
• Obesity = BMI of 30 or greater

Im gonna change this alright.. Im gonna lose weight.. Today, my BMI is 31.6. It will be 28 by this month insyallah.. I have to lose around 6kg. I can do it yeah!! =)..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:42 PM

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you get as what forrest gump says.. Yes freaked out the moment i heard the story and i realise im already 20.. this is the time to make the correct decisions. well, if that is my destiny, what can i do? we'll just have to see what happens next. what's the next chocolate..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
6:59 PM

Monday, September 3, 2007

i just came back home and im darn tired i tell u. was having chalet since sat and checked out today. it was sure fun with the coussies!! first day, never do anything much except for eat eat and eat.. haha.. but we share stories and that my 33 year old cousin who'se mouth is super big and horny (character not the mouth).. well.. we were having a great time in fact.. 2nd day was tiring.. coz we went to cycling then we went swimming!! yipeee!! i was so tired cycling.. the gear of the mountain bike doesnt work?!! and i didnt know they extended the time for cycling, i was like what??!! i cannot tahan already.. aiyahhh but cycling was indeed fun, went thru slopes, my favourite!! coz its the time when u cycle less.. eheheh.. then went swimming.. weeee!! swimming with the cousins.. do u know that other than swimming u can do a lot of things in the pool.. we hold hands and we compete who can hold the breathe, float on our backs and make a star, do a mushroom swim and the best part we played ice cream ice cream in water.. for those of who doesnt know how to play it.. it goes like this.. there's 1 ice cream man and the rest is the people who want to buy the ice cream, the first person answering to the ice cream man's question will be the mother.. and the rest behind the mother is the children.. so.. the convo goes like this..

ice cream man: ice cream, ice cream!!
mother: who wants ice cream?
children: me me me me!!
ice cream man: wat flavour u wan?
mother: i wan rainbow (thats what i always say)
mother will pass imaginary ice cream to the children..
ice cream man: money?
mother: tmr..
so we walk around the pool.. then ice cream man say again "ice cream ice cream"
the same things happen but when it comes to the money part..
the mother would have to say "behind" followed by the rest of the children except for the last child.. the last child have to say like "in the toilet or in the bag.. or in my underwear"
and the ice cream man will try to catch the children.. mother suppose to protect..
so this is where ur swimming skills are put to work..
so by the time we were tired.. i mean i was tired.. the rest of my small coussies wanna play bingo.. so played with them and eat eat eat.. the chicken so nice!! eat w thai sweet sauce.. yum! and yah continuing we celebrated one of my cousin's birthday... her name is huda.. =).. she was so shocked coz we were playing bingo and her mouth was wide open wen we surprised her.. and of coz we sabotage her.. everyone got ready their cake to smash it all over her face.. hauhauhuhuhaa!!!

the 3rd day (today), watched our videos then we have to checked out in the morning..

boohoo.. when i come back i said to myself "my life is back to normal again"

haizz.. but nvm... we were planning to have birthday celebrations for jan baby to june baby and june baby to dec baby.. but i dunno when..

will be uploading pictures soon.. maybe..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:49 AM

Saturday, September 1, 2007

went through browsing other people's blog and i found this blog everything in bahasa indonesia.. i find it interesting.. want to share with the rest..

Duh, uda hampir seminggu neh gw ga ada hp.. hp gw rusak, lagi di opname di NPC.. gw bete deh, kok ga dapet hp pengganti seh? Pdhl kan mestinya dapet y?? Gimana seh NPC MM neh?? Mending tadi gw bawa ke NPC Cempaka Mas aja, kali aja disana lebih cepet, mana alesannya ga ada sparepartnya disini, mesti datengin dari Singapore.. Sumpeh lo?? Sebel deh..

imagining the indonesian accent.. so cool..

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
1:06 AM

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