Sunday, October 7, 2007

This year's Hari Raya will not be the same again. Dad will not be celebrating with us. Me and my family staying strong. We do pretend like nothing happen but deep inside who knows. We can see in each other's eyes how we miss him very much. But what can we do, its all fate.

I remember those years when he taught us how to make ketupat and lepat. *smiling in my heart*. U know dad worked hard for us to give us money for school, for our expenses and i know i never ask much money from him coz i know we were not that wealthy. At the same time, he was sick and have to pay the hospital bills and stuff.. and dad dont want us to worry so much.. he kept me laughing with all his jokes.. and shares stuff with me.. And he was so sweet sometimes he bought for me my favourite small small stuff like biscuits, keropok and stuff like that. Little little things you do in life can change people's heart.. =)..

Sometimes i feel that he is still here with us.. sometimes i dream about him too.. You guys who have parents should be very fortunate and take care of ur parents alrights, make them proud. That enough from me to you. *say a little prayer for daddy (Baba)* I love baba always.